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Hi! 안녕하세요! I am Amanda. You can call me any of these names: Amanda, Himeko, Adarlice.
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Monday, July 07, 2008 12:02:00 AM
I'm serious and you're not
Let's see, I've been enduring for 3 days already.

Time seem to go slower when you want them to speed up. I've been occupying myself with things that I can do. Anything thing that I can past time fast enough and won't start recalling of anything.

Everything is fine till the night time, when I'm alone in my own room silently resting on my bed.
I've been telling myself, I can do this. There are alot of people supporting me. There are friends's encouragement, Mum's care and love. Daddy's words to make me stand up again.

But then, I still can't pass my own stage...I even vent it on innocent people, which I seriously feel really really sorry to talk in that tone. Terribly disappointed with myself. I'm standing somewhere middle of the line still deciding to cross over or not.

每一分每一秒， 时时刻刻都在告诉自己他都不要你了，你还在想他干吗？
你不是很讨厌人家说谎的吗？
就忘了他吧。。。
你为什么要过的那么心苦？
就算了吧。。。
不要在为他掉眼泪了好吗？
太不值得了。。。

我着在很努力很努力的忘掉这一切，但是有些时候还是会默默的躲起来哭。。。
天啊，请你帮帮我好吗。。。我好心苦啊。。。