Hi! 안녕하세요! I am Amanda. You can call me any of these names: Amanda, Himeko, Adarlice.
What you can find here are lot of daily life entries - which includes sad, happy, excitement, my own fan-encounter to ghost town blog.
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Sad...

I hope things not going from bad to worse. On tuesday, we were still lovely as usual...then next day got into arguement. Hais... I thought having small fight is normal and people always say will help in growing the relationship? Other than that, wasn't it suppose to let both couple to have a better understanding?

Yes,...it's sort of our first(biggest to thus far)arguement. It's kind of telling me I still don't understand much or rather should I say...our relationship is not very deep yet.

His other way of talking to me, his words that I rarely see, his unhappyness over me, our "cold" communication, his firm decision, etc etc... just make me feel really down. Maybe it's all the first time, and not use to the way of changes. My heart aches, my tears flow... afterall, it might be just what I asked for.

If you asking me why I choose to start it and extent it, was it nesscessary? I do care what my parent will say to him, I do mind what is it like if there are unhappyness between them. Why am I looking into everything so soon? Sooner or later it will happen or might not... so I just link everything up and see into details.

Let's just say, put all the blame on me... just end the cold war please. If it is the old me before relationship I still can take the cold fight. But, I'm no longer myself, I have become weaker and I do realise at the end of secondary 3...My hope, my faith, my trust in myself, my confident, my passion of everything downs. If you ask me what happened? Why??? Why??? Why??? I really don't know. By telling others to be confident, be urself don't care about others to my lovely friends might just removing part of my confident. I no longer can find back them anymore. I don't know...Somethime, I do feel where have my confident goes to??????? WHERE???????

I'm sorry... I also don't want to hurt either of us...