Hi! 안녕하세요! I am Amanda. You can call me any of these names: Amanda, Himeko, Adarlice.
What you can find here are lot of daily life entries - which includes sad, happy, excitement, my own fan-encounter to ghost town blog.
When I'm in the mood you will expect more posts from me.
Yes, I'm into kpop! DBSK, SHINee & a few others are my loves.
I ♥ music. I ♥ to twitter. I ♥ to smile. I ♥ Queen.
I hope I'll meet my real ღ soon.

Hope you'll enjoy your stay here! See you! ^^ If you don't like my blog, just don't revisit.

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Am I too awesome? I manage to blog twice at one go tonight at this late

I just thought that I need to take one step forward, even if it's just one small step instead of remaining at the same spot forever. After watching Pandora Hearts, I'm a bit like 'Oz' in some ways and then words strike in my mind which made me start to think about things a little about myself and my life as well as the things are now and reflect about them too.

Here are the things that I want to do, but at time I'm just plain lazy to do, or simply refuse to care about it and I'm going to force myself to do it and maybe start to discipline myself again, or maybe I found the key to awaken my usual self? In whatever way, I need my old self to be back, I can't continue to/ afford to waste time, perhaps I've been escaping from reality. Time to prove I'm not a waste, I'm not good for nothing in whatever way.

1) Install new ver. of itune, sync songs to my ipod.
2) Care for my blog.
3) Care more of myself, don't give up yet.
4) Look for job.
5) Handle the STRESS (Even tarot card told me that too, how can I forget about it!!)
6) Gain back my confidence!

If I do all that and found job, I'm sure the chances of make the last tarot reading will be freaking true and I'll make it come true because, that's just prove I'm back to face everything and not hiding anymore.

Not only that, I'll have money to pay my uni fee, save up $ to go oversea and shop till I'm satisfy, buy the things that I want, no need to take $ from parents again, that will totally prove I've grow up & know how to take responsibility about my own life without worrying my dear daddy & mummy. That will also put them at ease and gain more trust in them as well as let them know I can handle my own life from now on and I know what I want in the future. (Have I start to grow up a little today as I start to think about things ) I'm sure I'll love myself more if things are to be handle this way.

There's nothing to scare of, you need to do it your way! Amanda you should know it very well, you have to do it. You used to promise yourself that!

Kk, time to sleep, wasted too much energy thinking up all things, sorting out them and planning them, so from now on I'm going to act on them! Nights everyone! 안녕히 주무세요~!
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