Hi! 안녕하세요! I am Amanda. You can call me any of these names: Amanda, Himeko, Adarlice.
What you can find here are lot of daily life entries - which includes sad, happy, excitement, my own fan-encounter to ghost town blog.
When I'm in the mood you will expect more posts from me.
Yes, I'm into kpop! DBSK, SHINee & a few others are my loves.
I ♥ music. I ♥ to twitter. I ♥ to smile. I ♥ Queen.
I hope I'll meet my real ღ soon.

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My life is so fucked up now! I think almost everyone of you sure have this stress from your parents or whosoever that cares about you but they didn't know that what they say will end up stressing you up - 'get a job'

When you are young you had fun in school, chilling out with friends after school in shopping malls and had all the excitement, even desperate and hoping that you will grow up fast from lot of reasons. But everything changes once you are officially announced that you are an adult now! (Come on' la, this is the truth! Everyone knows it.)

I use to think that life is amazing, simple & full of surprise even though you may be experiencing hardship along the way. What I can describe my life now is 'FML', I no longer enjoy it. What you get from Human life is all the stress until u die. No matter what you do is stress. Let me give you an example, student: result stress, parent's believe that you will get result = stress, when you graduate from poly, it's time for u to stress whether which is the right way for you to go next, job? uni? = stress, no money = stress I think I'm still right so far right?

That's exactly why I start to hate my life now, is not like I don't want to work or I don't want find or I totally give up in finding. I want to work, I want earn enough $ so I can have enough money to study uni next year. So stop all the nagging and add stress to me everyday asking me why I still can't find one job.

I'm so stress till I don't feel like waking up every morning. The scene that I will be seeing everyday when I leave my bedroom - Mum looking at newspaper(looking for job also), disappointed/angry face else will be fine that whole day until night and she will start questioning: how is it? still can't find? so many days le!

What the F is this!? I use com doesn't mean I never look for job. I search for jobs online! Yes I watch show, I keep watching and watching - do you stay in my room the whole day to see I have been doing!? When I'm looking for job why don't you open the door? why do you always open the door only when I'm watching show!? why do you always assume things by yourself!? If looking for job is easy, why haven't you find one yourself yet!?

Why am I not born in some rich family or a family that no need to worry for money at all? (I'm sure a lot of you questioned that too... )

I need to see some hope in life... everything now I see is all money! without it you can't do anything. Except for one thing that money can't buy, which is someone's heart. Love is still weak even without money. Everything just forces you to face reality, that's why there are people go crazy over money, materialist human being, unhappy life, depression blah blah blah...


Can someone just put my smile back on me, please?

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