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Tuesday, July 21, 2009 10:16:00 AM

where am i?

Hi guys, I'm not missing. Just that many things happened before the team break and after which make me very busy, and I mean really BUSY!

I'm actually now in school, squeezing some time out in between while doing my project in my school project room. There are lots of things I want to update about me, and I'm not sure how long do I need to finish typing this post up. I'm trying my best to post up details of me "missing" in this long period of time.

Detail 1: I've been thinking if I want to mention this on my blog for a long time, but I still choose to do so. The day before my common test before the holiday, my grandpa was admitted in hospital and he got a stroke plus brain-dead. (For those of you who don't know what is stroke and brain-dead Google or Yahoo it.) My dad knocked on my door and said: "Yesterday your grandpa didn't take his dinner and I checked his room a moment ago and he isn't responding to me", I was shocked and went to my grandpa's room and called him, at the moment I was so scared that he's dead or something but he's still breathing. Ambulance came after 15mins later and send him to the hospital and my daddy went along while I stay at home and study. I couldn't focus myself and was worried about my grandpa condition. My daddy came home and told me that the doctor told us to prepare ourselves for the worst as his brain is already dead and even if he able to survive through the high-fever, infection on his lung, he'll forever remain as a "vegetable".

I ruined my test paper. I couldn't do the paper, my mind was blank when I saw the test paper although I studied for it a bit. I failed, gonna take a re-test tomorrow.

I visited my grandpa almost everyday at the hospital, when his oxygen and heartbeat rate is normal I'm very happy, he then drag for a week before he "say" goodbye to us. He had very strong living power. His will of living is very high, he didn't want to go, but he did still "say" bye to us after a week and the whole family members was very sad.

The funeral held during my term break and I've very tired and busy preparing all the things with the rest of the Wong's family members. Even after the wake, we still have to do praying every 2 week up till 49 days, and it's still not over yet.

beside this...

Detail 2: My project final panel review for PD1 is getting closer, was rushing and preparing all the work for it and I didn't have the time to on my computer anymore to play computer games, facebook and surfing the web, will only do that in school. Really busy. Suffocating soon...

Things that I wanted/ needed to do:
1) I need to do a layout for my facebook's ffs profile page (dbsk theme)

2) I'm still considering if I want to remove the enterance page of my blog and
renovate my layout a bit. (with twitter added in and some other new applications; why? because alot of people are doing it, including my friends! So, why not?)

3) Save $ to get a Blackberry.

(Yes was eye-ing a blackberry for very long. One major reason is due to - Singapore most famous blogger: Xiaxue. I've been her silent reader for a very long time already and she just got her blackberry for quite sometime and had been blogging about how good is it to have a blackberry and she's a good persuader in urging me to get a blackberry for myself too. ;D )

4) Go Sing K.

5) Wear all the new clothes I bought, but I couldn't wear all the bright colour clothes yet so I've to wait.

Apart from all the these, I'm happy to get to see all my daddy's side aunts and uncles more often now (The only time when I'm able to see them is on the Chinese New Year; once every year only)because we have to pray to my grandpa every 2 week, which brings each and one of us closer.

On top of that, even though I can't celebrate Chinese New Year this year, I'm still happy that I can still get ang bao if any adult give it to me. (Just that my parents can't return the respect)

There is one problem that I've been very confused about, why do my friends like to talk to me on MSN when my status is on "Busy" or "Away" mode? Most of the time no body will talk to me when I'm on the "online" status. Why? Why? Why? I seriously don't understand why!? x.x

Lastly, do this poll so I know which layout is most preferred. ^^

Do you prefer my layout with the enterance page or without?(polls)

I'll blog again when I've the time, take care guys and bye!

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