Hi! 안녕하세요! I am Amanda. You can call me any of these names: Amanda, Himeko, Adarlice.
What you can find here are lot of daily life entries - which includes sad, happy, excitement, my own fan-encounter to ghost town blog.
When I'm in the mood you will expect more posts from me.
Yes, I'm into kpop! DBSK, SHINee & a few others are my loves.
I ♥ music. I ♥ to twitter. I ♥ to smile. I ♥ Queen.
I hope I'll meet my real ღ soon.

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I gonna vent all my angry and frustration. I can't find any other place to let it out, so I gonna blog it out. To those who don't want to read this post just don't read. It's gonna be a post full of personal angry and I can't take it anymore.

Good, I see you guy reading up till this part of the post. If you want to leave now, do leave. Don't regret after you start reading. Don't say I didn't WARN you.

Due to my own careless and fault, I need to be responsible to be end up with summer programme. I don't hate it, I'm actually very happy that I'm given chances again. It's just that I don't get enough of sleep. (my own fault too!) But you see, I don't get enough of sleep sometime on weekdays. Thus, I'm so into saturday and sunday. I will be able to sleep all I want.

Once my grandma come and stay over, (this happen alot of time aready) I ALWAYS CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF SLEEP! I told my parents alot of times regarding this issue, and my daddy also told my grandma about it. But the situation didn't improve at all.

Let me tell you the reasons. There isn't any guest room or her own personal room in my house for her to stay when she's over here. She didn't get along with my grandpa (her own husband), of cos cannot sleep in his room. She'll end up in my room. Plus, they will quarrel everytime about the same issue over and over again. I don't even want care about their problem, BUT, it affects me! They quarrel again this MORNING! and they pissed me off!

I will take today for example. Once she's awake, she'll always make lots of noise! HELLO!, YOUR GRANDDAUGHTER IS STILL SLEEPING FOR GODNESS SICK! Can't you spare a thought for her!??

Furthermore, she always take her own sweet time to take her things out from different plastic bags. SHE HAVE MANY MANY MANY plastic bags! I'm always in HELL every morning! By the time she done with taking out her wallet and whatever, I'm already awake by her. THANKS TO HER!

My dad told her lots and lots and lots and LOTS! of time to bring out her things to the living room and do her things there, so she won't wake me up. I also told her I can't sleep with noises around and once I'm awake, I can't slp again. She just don't take it to heart... give me the "AIYO, WHY LIKE THAT!? "

End up I'm always in BAD MOOD when I'm awake! The whole day will be tough for me. Frustration, angry start to grow and grow. I'll reply my parents using shouting you know! (even though I don't mean it. Then will start blaming myself for shouting at them) TOTALLY AFFECTING MY MOOD! I think I'm going crazy soon... and yes very soon!

I feel so stress out, My whole body is tired... I think that's the feeling when you're about to die. I feel sick now.... very weak. I even feel like crying. HTW!

Someone help me out of this situation! I can't even relax on weekends! HELP! I can't scold her also, she's my grandma... need to show respect. BUT SHE AIN'T GIVING ME SOME RESPECT! ARGH!!!!!!!!

My head ACHES!
OUCH!